" Every girl deserves a glass slipper...♥ "

I've been away for sooo long! It feels like forever! Well you would think I would have ton to write about but I really don't at all.
 
I started school this week. I don't think i've ever had so much homework in the history of my high school career. I knew junior year was gonna be tough but this is insane. I spent 5 hours on saturday doing homework and about 8 today. Insane. But the good thing is i did a lot of homework that is suppose to be done in the week so I can relax more and not be so messed up.
 
So...i got some really really exciting news last night. This upcoming spring break I will be going to India on a missions trip! I am still screaming. This is so exciting I could pop. I also will be going back to my beloved lovebags next saturday. I was suppose to go back this saturday but my sleeping schedule is a bit off.
 
So the miracles God has been doing in my life is just amazing. It's like miracle after miracle is being done. It's just wonderfully amazing:)
 
So between all the school and band and such I really don't have time to think about anything else. Its literally God, School, Band. I'm not even kidding. So as for boys that is not distraction this year. I thought I would have to ween myself off of my ongoing boy fascination but it's coming pretty natural just focusing on my academics. There are cute guys in my classes, ahem * really attractive, swoopy hair, deep voice, sexy nerd glasses guys* but those are only for mere inside jokes and giggling. Nothing serious.
 
I baked a muffins in the morning. They were good. Then I forgot to eat all day and eventually had leftovers I brought home from last night. I really need to remember to feed myself. I didn't even remember my mom had to tell me. It's pathetic.
 
So i'm craving a shopping trip. I have quite a bit of money and haven't spent it and i've been eyeing something at forever21 for about a week. I think I should get it. I am also waiting for Express to ship in my new green tank. My best friend and I ( not together by the way) bought the same shirt in the same color and well she bought it first and felt a bit guilty so I returned it for the green color since I do need more color in my wardrobe. It hasn't come in yet though:(
 
I want to come on more. Maybe even make a set containing clothes. Eh, i think I can make it happen.
Night loves.
 

God Bless!

Helloo. I've missed you polyvore but i needed a break. I was away on vacation this week. Got back a couple of hours ago. Vacations are the best ever aren't they? I just wish I could stay for longer haha. But sadly I can't so let's get into what I wanna talk about.
 
So i've been doing things I love lately, things I want to do for myself. It's so amazing to do things for yourself sometimes, not thinking of anyone but yourself and I don't mean in a selfish way I mean in a good way. I'm just bursting with joy.
 
So i've made some vows that are quite exciting. Vow one: I'm gonna love myself a lot more, not doubt what i'm able to do, break out of my shy shell. Vow two: Do things i've always wanted to do and never done. Don't be afraid of what people think. Vow three: Make new friends. I'm not gonna be afraid to broaden my friends group. And lastly vow four: No dating unless it's the right guy. If i'm even doubting in the tiniest way i'm not doing it. And for the first time ever I have no crush. How cool is that?! That's a new for me haha.
 
So school starts in 2 weeks. can you say sad? For some reasons I want it to start but in others not so much. Idk haha i'm confused.
 
Sunday is my one year anniversary of my baptism! ahh! so amazing! I am so crazy exciting! OMG! OMG! I'm not sure what I want to do yet for it though. haha
 
Well adios!!
 

God Bless!

Hello! I actually have stuff to write about today! yay! I've been so uninspired with polyvore lately. i know im a loser but i have been doing my summer ap work. yay for actually doing something! haha.
 
So I am now completely broke. uh oh. haha well let's see, my cooking addiction has returned. Ever since I got out of that horrid class it has just returned. That is becoming so expensive. Not with the food really but I've become obsessed with ramekins and baking dishes and cupcake holders. its insane. my mom seriously said stop put down the oven mitts in walmart today. haha sad. but it's good to see that I never lost my cooking abilities. My make up hobby is also getting pretty expensive. My sephora splurge will probably be the last for a little while. Which is okay since i'm saving up for the make collections coming up. Knitting has also returned. I had to put back some of the yarn i picked up but i got some really pretty cream colored yarn that is perfect for scarves i'm making for winter. haha.
 
So i applied for a job my friend recommended me to and they haven't called yet. i'm waiting and i'm not gonna let it get me to stressed, i'm putting my faith in God and I know it will all be okay soon.
 
Hair! My hair is completely annoying. I'm cutting it all off. haha not really. But its gonna be shoulder length very very soon. I just need to find a new salon. I hate the one I usually go to, they don't cut off enough. So yea I'm kinda excited for the new hair. It's gonna be really layered because i want a lot of volume. a lotttttt.
 

ahh boyss. I love this topic haha. No, not really. I keep flirting with random boys at stores. It's really weird cause i'm not the type to talk to someone I don't know. It's really fun haha. But yea so today I was in the kitchen of course and my mom was in there with me and my brother comes in and he starts talking to me about ugly betty and I say how much I love one of the characters who has the same name as my former cutie and my mom looks up and says I thought you were okay with him and i'm like what are you talking about? He's on tv mom. and then I realized who she was talking about. I had forgotten about him. for the first time I can say I really don't care about him at all. I'm not saying he sucks and i'm not gonna sit here and pick some random flaw with him but I just don't really care about him in that way. He's an awesome friend but other than that I just don't care anymore. As for boys in general I'm just waiting for that one boy I can look at and know those other boys were just a joke.
 
It's like almost 12 and i just made pasta. ekk. tomorrow as soon as I get up i'm hitting the gym. I haven't worked out in 3 days. I've been kinda under the weather and I didn't want to push it to much. Tomorrow is also a party that's gonna have a lot of dancing and 2 very attractive guy friends.Score! hahaha.
 
My mom's making a dinner party for my godmother and her other friend and i'm in charge of the cooking. I'm making a chicken Parmesan with pasta ponza and a tiramisu. Yum i'm hungry right now.
 
So i'm off to finish reading my ap stuff. Have an awesome night!
 

 

God Bless!

hiya polyvore. how are you? I've been busy vactioning in a place i'd rather not say but it was quite fun. I had tons of sushi and shopping. Very good combination.
 
I just finished watching ps. i love you. It was probably the saddest thing i've watched in a long time. Now, don't get me wrong I pretty much cry at anything, BUT this was really sad.
 
I'm praying a lot these days. Just praying for things, anything and everything. I've spent a lot of time with my family and I love them a bit more. I love them so much its hard for it to increase to much. They make me so happy, I feel so care free with them. It's actually funny, most people find stress with their families and not their friends but i've noticed that my friends cause a lot more stress for me. Not that it's a bad thing, i've always craved stress.
 
so im gonna go sing! have a wonderful day!
 

God Bless!

Hola. How are you?

Just watched last nights episode of Pretty Little Liars. I love the idea of Emily and Toby together:)

This is getting so hard to handle. My friend is away in Orlando and I miss her quite terribly. I am seriously freaking out and I had to send her an email on fb because i'm about to explode. I feel so weird and so wrong. I can't write about it because it's a bit to personal but ahhhhh! panic attack is gonna happen soon if I don't do something about it. ughhh.
 
so last night i felt a bit vulnerable and grabbed my credit card out of my purse and totally bought a ton of stuff from sephora. Retail therapy I guess. my mom checked this morning and saw it and now i am in big trouble. apparently even if you have the money to pay for said things you still need to ask permission. i got a huge lecture on spending wisely. i'm not perfect, i'm allowed to have my stupid teenager moments once and awhile. but i did get a couple things on my wish list! yay for wishlist getting! haha
 
so tonight my dad is taking just me out. shopping, dinner the whole shabang. i can't help but be glad for this since i really don't want to see any friends right now or anyone that could possibly irritate me. i'm in no mood to be irritated. i might spend more on my card.
 
i'm gonna go before i rant on anything else. haha to da loo! if that's how you spell it...
 

 
God Bless!